Comfidence

Every single day there’s been rain on my parade
But it hardly even matters, Ill just be glad you came
I’d be even happier if I could get you to stay
Though thats pretty hard when I never know what to say

In my mind theres a 1000 words all the time
Yet somehow I can never let them out I find
They’re not lost, I simply seem to lose my voice
Its my lost, unable to believe in my own choice

I lack trust, pride, and all sense of control
You’d never understand unless you’ve also hit these same lows
It’s like death, wandering without a soul
Lifeless, moving with no hope or goals

I move on, losing myself little by little
Getting to the point of feeling less than a tittle
Top of an “i” but there’s no high spot for me
A hellish ride with chains that’ll never let me free