I was only eleven when i attempted suicide

Some people say thats a pretty young age to die

At least it was my own decision, its what i decide

Yet it left me broken, no longer living just barely alive

It didn’t work but there are times that I wish it did

it couldn’t work, not with how i attempted

Tied around my neck, it was as good as it got

Asphyxiation, a simple way out is what i thought

Without oxygen, my own brain got in my way

No more signals to tell my arms to stay

So when i dropped, so did the tension

I couldn’t even finish the job I mentioned

You’d think it over but trust me I wished so too

I was woken up only to be ridiculed

Like my mistake, I shoulda done well and died

Sadly ive been known not to succeed but to just try