I wonder, how much more can I  even take

How much more can I handle before i finally break

When life moves, I seem forever still

When I move, I sink deeper than if I was still

I pick myself up, but really I just drag me down

Ive never been up, got quite used to the ground

broken, bleeding, disappearing at my core

I keep on wondering, just how much more

A day, a month, a couple more jabs

Cant get used to pain, but im ready lads 

Ill take what I can get just so i have something to feel

Ill take what I can get to remind myself, I too am real

As the pain comes and the darkness grows

Its no wonder how my lights are so low

Unable to see anything clear

I wander around with more and more fear

Until doubt is the only thing that clouds my mind

Til there isnt a sliver of light inside 

Again I wonder, just how much more

How much more do I possibly have to suffer for