I think many would be surprised if I just died

Decided on my own, its kinda hard to wanna be alive

Ive been putting in the work, the sweat, the tears

Though none of it ever feels worth it you hear

It takes a toll

Spiraling further out of control

Losing yourself in the mess

Failing all of life’s tests

It hurts, this pain, it wont go away

It hurts, this pain, i simply cannot stay

It hurts even more when I feel like a stain

It hurts even more when I lose what ive gained

It hurts so much, id rather just lay here on the floor

It hurts so much, ill take any exit, any door

It hurts too much, why is it hard to take anymore

It hurts too much, its breaking me down to the core