Its finally starting to tear it apart
Cutting little itty bitty pieces of your heart
Unaware of what parts are even left
Wishing to be a fraction of your best
You’ve been pushing for far too long
Pretending to be one of the strong
You knew it too, knew it all along
One day it would come out that it was all wrong

Lucky for you, you hide it well
Fuel you fool, Hiding it is just as unwell

Its hold you high against the wall
Chained, gagged, escape means to fall
It feels as though there is no other way
Either that or endure more to just stay
Bleeding more and more color away
Living in the exact same shade of grey
Living every day just like today
Living not alive, just the mundane

Lucky for you, they still dont see
Fuel you fool, they just let it be

Eventually it pierces your mind
Unable to distinguish the fine line
No longer able to tell “do I want to live or die”
It feels like it doesn’t matter no matter how hard you try
The thought, it germinates, grows so big, you relate
A simple thought sometimes an existential debate
“Why should I live, Why should I try
Isn’t it much easier if I just die”

Lucky for you, its just one thought
Fuel you fool, It only takes one thought

Suddenly your body feels heavy, its taken its toll
Way too much damage, you feel it in your soul
A simple way out, one with you in control
Not quite up for the task, unsure of the role
You’ve been shooting so long, going for gold
Would it be so bad if you finally decide to fold?