I lost part of me when i tried to die

Guess that was a sorta successful suicide

It left me hollow, with no place to go

Bashed for even trying; in my own home

As if failing wasn’t already bad enough 

Adding insults to injuries, thats a little rough

At a young age, just starting junior high

I lost part of me when i tried to die

That was the day my confidence left my side

No purpose, not deserving of any air

No more words, Im not worth to hear

Ive learned this; I do not matter

My heart, my feelings, my mind and soul shattered

I lost part of me when i tried to die

I just wanted my sorrows to subside 

I couldn’t move forward, I let myself down

Screaming for help, wishing to be found

Yet i havent a single clue

What can I do to get better too?