I wander in search of what I had lost

I wonder in thought of what it ever was

Cant seem to recall a time it existed

A safe space, felt just like a myth did

Hear about it all the time

A wondrous place, so mighty fine

I search so hard yet cannot find

A place for me, nor peace of mind

The thoughts are violent, they boom and bang

They tear me down, say im to blame

Not quite good, not ever skilled

Just a byproduct of a weak will

The war it wage, it rages on

Inside my heart, too far beyond 

So out of reach, it yells for help

It wants to be more than an empty shell