Everything has gone so cold
Thought i was pretty bold
Now i just lay here on the floor
Inching closer to death’s door
Took a bottle of pills
Hoped it was enough to kill
Feeling bit by bit go away
Feeling that todays the day
the day where i fade away
to ending just one more day
It was all i could ever ask for
To finally just be no more
Living is so much more than i deserve
By my own standards, Ive observed
the lack of light and passion
A sense of inferiority that freezes action
To have been born and started on solo
where numb is higher than my low
for to feel naught would be great
To be naught would be my best fate
MJ's Mind 