Cant find my way, couldn’t follow my heart
Like these paths were made just to rip me apart
I may not know of which way I may go
I have the feeling that no matter what ill grow
Losing every battle yet we’ll call it a lesson
Giving up is the only way to lose I reckon
Crawling through with just our blood sweat and tears
The cost of losing is all we hold dear
We knew this, losing is our greatest fear
Its a fight for our lives, thats crystal clear
It matters not how many times we hit the ground
Ive hit it many more times when no-ones around
What matters is that you choose to stand
Even when you feel you cant handle the demand
Extracting a toll on your body and mind
Just try to look for the silver line
For in all of the grey there is still a shine
It may not be a what but a who you’ll find
Even the feeling of no longer being solo
Can take you out of feeling so low
Pardon me for being so direct
It may just be time to go out n connect
To turn your beautiful nightmares into sweet dreams
Im just here reminding you, you are your own King
There is no need to come out n flatter
Put yourself first, I promise you matter
For even when I cannot see
And all of me feels empty
You came to me, I resonate
Like an all or nothing moment of fate
you dawned on me, became my light
Showed me what it means to fight
Though i may not know the way
I can see the light of another day
For just your presence has given me purpose
The greatest present though i dont feel I deserve this
You give it happily not knowing its worth
It gives me hope for a sense of rebirth
MJ's Mind 