Worries always linger
Pain never dulls
So how am I supposed to go forward
When it feels like Death at the door
The anxiety slowly transforms to panic
Life itself feels like its about to collapse
Anxiety only grows
Life seems to just turn grey
Self esteem fades
Mental takes a decline
How can I be sure the end is worth it
When each step is filled with despair
You got this, is what they say
I’m already doing my best
Limit is almost hit
Hope out of reach
I happen to think just one thing
This pain means I’m heading the right way
It may hurt now but that’s healing
Its not a bandaid, its self surgery
MJ's Mind 